1st post

Good morning. 

Its 18th July and Happy Birthday Mom!

To my readers out there, if there is any.

I just freaking deleted all my posts in my blog after 4 years.

So this will be my first post from now on.

The reason why, I need a clean and new start.

Memories are alive.

But i want something new.

By doing this, i assure you that i am moving on.

And i will keep striving for the best in life.

I dun wanna lie.

I just broke up with Mr.Y for good, and the best thing is,

we remain friends. I am announcing in a friendly way.

Believe it, I dun hate, I dun blame.. anymore.

We accepted each other as friends which means,

we are good. Seriously. 

Its a really good thing though, it will take time to let go.

Afterall, it was a relationship. 

I really have faith that i can do that.

Because at the end of the day,

no point holding on something which is already gone.

Its like playing badminton without a racquet.

Pointless.

I can't believe that i am writing this in peace.

Yes, I was really really fucking upset for few days and it was killing.

Nothing will be successful if you dun learn how to get up from failure.

I am definately saying this to myself and to all who've been thru the same shit.

Hooray to myself. I felt all alive.

To my dear friends out there,

Thanks for your continuous supports mentally and physically.

Without you, I wouldn't have the guts to be who I am now.

Probably still lost somewhere and couldn't face reality.

To Mr.Y,

I've loved you with all my heart.

I am glad that we settled things in a matured way, at last.

Thanks again for letting me know about how you felt.

I dunno whether you will be able to read this post,

but sincerely, i hope we really mean what we said.

Cz i still will care about you no matter what.

Good Luck in whatever you are doing.

And thanks for the 10 months memories.