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Its 2.11am now. Insomnia my friend visited me, again.

Well, sometimes I find myself insane.

I dunno why, aren't we humans suppose to be sleeping now?

I couldn't even find a reason why I can't.

Not like I've never tried,

I tried lying down on my bed with Ah Kun & friends.

BUT, my eyes are wide opened!

Depression? Nah, I doubt it.

I remember when I first started blogging,

I wrote bout my life routine everyday.

Repeatedly typing and jamming what was inside my head.

But sooner, I find it lame.

Cz I think blog isn't a diary.

I stopped for a moment.

And no matter how hard I convinced myself.

I will still be blogging that way whenever I couldn't hibernate.

Ah! Fine man! I really shouldn't care anymore.

So far, my MPH job was alright.

A bit boring but gained smtg new at the same time.

Most importantly, it helps in wasting time.

At least.

So, Michelle Chee!!

About what I told you last night,

Yea, its unbelievable.

What to do? =[

We shud dig a hole and live in it.

I mean, ME!

Couldn't concentrate in my assignments.

I've tried giving in all my heart, but I've lost that passion.

The burning fire is getting weaker.. and weaker.

Guess I fail in most of the things I do in my life.

I really like designing!

Somehow, I just am not so into it anymore!

I feel bad saying this out.

Listening to songs all night.. all day.

To keep myself sane.

Anyway,

I oso dunno wat am I doing right now.

Dun worry,

I am stil alive.

If I could, I would have chop myself.