sunset

Maybe sometimes I am just too obstinate.

Yea, I couldn't seem to accept the fact that were so obviously

displayed in front of my own eyes.

Miss C told me to clear my mind and be sure of what I wanted.

I think she is so right. And thanks for the advices Miss C!

Kamsahamnida C sshi.

I like to think of alot of things which are mostly out of my league.

Especially at night, when nobody could disturb you.

 Mind is as fresh as a daisy.

People say in the morning, but I say at night.

Insomnia is still filling me, faster and longer den before.

Wanted to sleep early everyday but I failed to do so.

My speed in doing assignments are seriously pathetically slow.

I couldn't even finish one bloody assignment in 3 days.

Just what am I doing? Am I out of my mind?

I really got no freaking idea.

All I know is, there are alot of unwanted scenes playing in my head.

Some voices echoing in my mind.

My soul is inexplicit. Sneaking out of my body.

Even something unrelated to me, I will feel it too.

My fren is having some small probs with his relationship.

I shouldn't have said anything bout tat but I really feel the pain.

Its like, such a small matter and you wanna make it a big fuss!

Appreciate what you have!

You are goddamn lucky to have your partner right now!

I don't wanna see you guys suffer like that.

Its sad. I love you both!

I wonder if I could ever be so lucky.

Consider myself damn lucky to be lucky cz I still have my family and friends by my side.

I dun wanna get to the end of my life and find that I lived just the length of it.

I want to have lived the width of it as well.

I wanna witness this scene with someone special.

Lord, let me live until I die.