I really wish one day when i woke up,
everything is different from now.
here's the story..
Hmm, I always felt inferior around my friends.
No, I am not assertive.This is how I felt all the time.
Being unwanted sometimes, its sad to have this feeling in me.
I can't seem to really spill out you know. It takes courage to do so.
People don't understand you. What can you do? Fuck them?
Or act as though its no big deal. NO! Its not prejudice. Certainly NOT.
I really hope people will understand at least. About what?
Nah.. like I will spill here. No matter what I say, it makes no difference right?
who will appreciate my effort? Maybe I should just shut the fuck up.
Even it takes like a decade for them to realize.
Never mind, everyone is different.. I can't expect people to think like the way I do.
And what I have in mind might not be right, people might disagree.
But it doesn't mean that I have to compromise. Sick of that.
Can I have a lil respect sometimes? As a friend? As a girl?
Why I am so highly disappointed? I felt so fragile in heart, weak in mind.
I wanted to be happy like I was then. You are not me, you might not share the same thoughts.
You might think that I am over-reacting. Assumed I was thinking too much. Who doesn't?
Like I never be in your shoes? Well, be in my shoes this time, will you?
We can't stop one from doing smtg, even we hated it so much.
By respecting, you will get the key to a successful relationship.
Be it in friendship, relationship or family.
I need to apologize to both my parents.
For being such a stubborn and rebellious daughter.
There are smtg tat are not meant to tell, I hope you will understand.
To my brother and sister,
I know I wasn't showing you guys a very good example.
I hope you will forgive me, and promise you I will be your sister this time.
To friends,
Sorry to those whom I've offended lately.
Thanks to those whom I talked to and really supported me, when I least expected.
And to those, who couldn't stand me, one word,
bye.
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