I am done.

First of all, I am not emo.

Pls dun get me wrong.

I am releasing my feeling and thats it.

I am lost.

No directions, nor motivations.

Zero confidence. Too empty to be me.

Confusing myself.

It was so hard for me to regain em.

And yet, I am now trapped and in the process of vanishing.

Sometimes, it is so hard to actually seek someone who are really close to you,

to talk, plain talking or maybe, release my words in heart.

The older I get, the lesser I receive but the more I learn.

People come and go.

Friends, lovers or whoever who means alot to you.

Appreciation is definately a-word-to-remember in my dictionary of life.

I've lost some of the most important people in my life.

I can't turn bek time.

I can't be the person I used to be.

I can only place them in my heart and plant them in my mind forever.

Eternity.

To those who know me well,

you surely know that I am only crapping here.

I got no intention of being emo.

I just need to spill.

Tq for your attention.

If you are stil reading now.

Cz you know what?

You are one of those who really care bout me.

Thanks. Love you.