I don't expect too much, anymore.

Its already December. 

Time flies. Christmas is around the corner.

Excited much? Or not? Doesn't matter.

Things are going on quite rough for months 

as I've noticed that I am still constantly losing weight. 

Insomnia seems to love me a lot still. 

I hate the feeling of being told that 

You're so skinny already! What have you done?

You didn't eat?

FUUUUUUUUU

Its my life and its ME that you're talking about.

So stay away and keep ur stinky mouth shut.

How many of you actually thinks that you've true friends?

The quantity doesn't really matter but QUALITY.

Friends are like BOOBS.

Some are small, some are big.

Some are real, and some are fake.

No matter how many friends you think you have,

still they aren't all real and faithful.

Well, it did happened to me.

I've compromised and treated them like my friend and look at how they

pay me in return.. in a hurtful and disrespecting manner.

Friends are meant to be beside you no matter you're in good or bad condition.

 Friends will never ever make fun of you by attacking one's body part

or appearance for friends will never want to hurt you, what more at your worst!

Friends who abandon and leave you when you're in need the most,

implicate you, accuse and complaint about you.

If these are what friends are for, I would rather be alone without them.

At least, listen and seek for my explanation before you state your mind.

If you think that by spreading bad things about me will make me feel shameful,

then you're in a stage of disgrace. 

I wouldn't feel any anger no more, nor hard feelings.

I am better off without you, "FRIENDS".

But still, I am still thankful that I have friends who are supportive,

helpful and caring to me all the time.

Thank you so much to all who really really cared and worried about me.

You will be blessed.

And so will I.