Thursday, August 22, 2013

Dear Hanoi, Sincerely me


Hi Hanoi,

How are you feeling today?
Miss me much?

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I am feeling not-so-myself today.
Probably I feel all alone.
Somehow I miss Ipoh.
I miss my favorite food.
Settling in KL was not bad at all.
Getting familiar with the things and roads all.
Oh yea, I am currently working in Blu Inc Media.
Will be dealing with ads for Women's Weekly mag.
Never heard of it? Nah, nevermind.

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The thing is, Hanoi.
You know, its a bloody 2803km from here, Malaysia.
I wish I could be there.
I wish I could be the one in the picture.
I wish.

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So desperately I need another getaway,
I will still be cautious about my own expenses and savings.
I know I should not but I do feel a little sad.
Looking at friend's vacation pictures flooding my facebook news feed.
I wish I were to be there.

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If only I could, I would.


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The clock is tickling.

So drastically slow than usual.
It is hard to pass days without Hanoi.
It makes me feel sad.
Loneliness has strikes again.
I am in need of a person to speak to.
I feel like crying.
So depressed, so sad.

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But I have told myself that I can be better, and I will be.
I can do well in my job.
I want to achieve what I have aimed for.
I want my parents to be proud.
I love them.

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Spread love, they say.

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Good Night, Hanoi.
I miss you so much.
Right now.

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