I am trying.

I do not feel as motivated as before.

Things are getting rough and I feel depressed.

I know that this is always the time for me to learn, but nothing progressed well.

I wanted to prove things worked as much as the African kids craved for a droplet of water.

Not enough.

Whatever I am doing is not enough.

I am not concentrating enough.

I am not focusing enough.

I am not hardworking enough.

Or.. I just don't trust myself enough?

They always say that one must trust own self in order to gain other's.

 

I am not happy.

I cannot live in denial. I don't want to.

I cannot lie. I am not happy.

I am starting to avoid the major and resisting myself to face it.

Maybe I am really bad in handling emotion.

Like I always am.

I have got no one to voice out.

The more I spilled, the more I feel hated.

What can I do?